Two Months Today
And what a rollercoaster this has been. I’ve lost count of the number of times I’ve wanted to scream that I’m ready to get off but somehow I have made it this far.
Two months ago my world was turned upside down, never to be the same again. I was a long way from where D was and felt so useless and in such disbelief. How could my smiling, handsome boy be gone?
But time, the cruel mistress that she is, continues to tick by and we must go on. As much as it hurts we have to keep on living. I still cry… A couple of days ago was hell. But I’m allowed to break down – It’s all part of the healing process.
For now, I am putting the tough face on, getting through the work day, smashing another walk this afternoon, and just surviving another day.