Monthly Archives: September 2012

Guilt and chicken wings

So…. Today it has been three months since I lost D.  Well… not lost… But you know what I mean.  I can’t help but feel guilty that I’m not more upset.  I’m definitely aching, don’t get me wrong, but I got out of bed, and I had breakfast, and I got on with the day. […]

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The weight loss continues!

And not via grief as most people would believe…..  Yes I lost a couple of kg but it was at the same rate I was losing it before!  I’d like to think it’s healthy eating and my newfound energy after walking 7km after work every day!  Today I am wearing a shirt that 6 weeks […]

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2 weddings, some tears, and remembering that I only need to take it one day at a time.

Or an hour, or even minute to minute.  Some days seem so easy that it brings guilt, other days are so hard I wonder if I’ll ever be ok.  The simple answer is NO.  But I will learn to live with it.  Wise words from the bride Saturday night.  Turns out she is in the […]

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brain. not. functioning.

I’ve got nothing today… Will tell you all about the weddings and the weekend etc another time!  For now, check out my cousin Luke’s AMAZING photography!  Visit HERE or click the photo!  You could also visit him on facebook HERE! Much love cuz! XOXO

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Townsville Today!

Just have to check in and let dad know what time to pick me up from the airport!  Then drive Fester around.  For those who may not know, Fester was D’s car.  Fester is reliable, old, and has more quirks than… well… Fester himself.  But he gets me from A to B when I am […]

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wow… 3 days… beginning of the end?

Perhaps not.  I have spent several days agonising over wasted Rachel’s actions and have decided that although sober Rachel is suitably mortified, there is absolutely nothing that can be done about it apart from my maybe choosing between wasted Rachel making another appearance, or sober Rachel pretending she is is indifferent to the happenings of […]

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Social ineptitude

Yep… Me last night.  I attempted flirtation, and it ended in a thumbs up.  I’m sure it wasn’t that bad.  But now that I’m sober, I’m not sure if I was highly amusing, or the butt of a joke. I’m aiming for highly amusing, because Wasted Rachel is HILARIOUS! On the flip side, it’s my […]

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Well said Xavier, well said

click photo to listen Well I’m packing things in my bag today, Heading south to my country again. Summer is coming, it’s time to smile. See worry and change it has spun me around, My big old heart has been ripped right out. Summer is coming, it’s time to smile. Woah, its time to smile. […]

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I have a messy room

Messy room, messy life?  Mayhaps there is a truth to this?  My room at the moment looks like a 9 year old owns it.  And ironically enough, the 9 year old in the room next to me, has a clean room!  That’s not to say my room is dirty, its just a huge pile of […]

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Thanks Liam

This kind of explains it perfectly… “It’s easy enough to plan jobs, to plan a lot of work. That’s effective. But that’s the weird thing about grief. You can’t prepare for it. You think you’re gonna cry and get it over with. You make those plans, but they never work. “It hits you in the […]

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