New beginnings, old sadness

I moved into the rental yesterday.  A little happy, a little sad.  Missing D a lot these last few days.  I have stuff everywhere, my back hurts; had he been there, D would have lectured me about doing it all alone.  Well, not completely alone, I had a friend helping me lift the heavy stuff… But I did slide furniture around the house on my own.

I’m also sick, and feeling sooky.  So… all in all, I just miss his company.  I miss that he would have told me to take time off work so he could look after me. I miss him laughing at me because I look so bedraggled and totally not with it when I’m sick.  I miss that he still would have though I was beautiful.

It’s been 4 months today… And nearly 5 since I last saw his smiling face…  I guess I’m just having a shit and emotional few days.  I’m sure they’ll hit me a lot over the next forever.


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